(2010) Monday 7/23/2012

(30) cottage cheese

(20) yam pasta with parm cheese

(30) cottage cheese

(20) deli ham

(80) crumpet

burned 310 calories on he elliptical for 1/2 an hour

(680) ice cream

(1120) goldfish 

purged 900 calories

(550) cookies n cream giant candy bar

(1200) 2 giant symphoney chocolate bars

purged about 600 calories

(120) english muffin

net: 2010

honestly… don’t ask. i was broken up with… and i want fucking cupcakes tomorrow. 

i want to starve but i want to eat myself into a numbing food coma. 

i want to die but i want to thrive 

The journey chronicling my fall into and then back out of an eating disorder